The windows to our soul is through our Apothic red helping me survive quarantine shirt. With this in mind, eye contact is like seeing through the narcissist inner child deepest echelons of false self, self hatred, pathological lying and fake public image. In order to divert the shame, the narc can systematically project, create crazy making antics, so that you can second guess or self doubt. All this is processed within a fleeting fancy of a second and calmly dispensed to disengage the victim’s eye contact. All this is outwardly seen as acting weird by the narc because of the conflicting emotional voidness and physical expression multitasking to dissuade your eye contact to further shame them of how badly they really feel about themselves.