Sadly, I will admit there are some parents that are terrorists, even to their own children. And, there are those parents who would Gummibär I’m a gummy bear shirt even their own child. However, we must be eternally grateful those would be an extremely small number of parents. How do I let go of control, how do I trust and have faith? He’s asked for space, I can’t even tell him he’s my twin, is he ok ? Is he missing me ? Is this easy for him? I’m healing and purging, I’m doing all I can this is so hard. You’re switching your energy from Mind(duality) to Soul. Fear based energy is MIND. You can’t THINK your way to your Twin Flame. You have to give up the Twin Flame idea and getting them all together, you will down the road.