I saw one day Indian fighting with a mounted man, and the Indian gave the horse of his antagonist such a blow in the breast that Sloth not fast not furious shirt opened it to the entrails, and it fell dead on the spot. And the same day I saw another Indian give another horse a blow in the neck, that stretched it dead at his feet. My sister died by suicide many years ago, and I was treated to more than one ugly comment about her death. It was too bad that she went to hell because of the way she died, one woman said. Another blurted out, “How could she be so selfish?” I heard that more than once. They didn’t care or even stop to think that were talking to the sister. I was in my mid-teens when that happened. My dad died a few months later. Fun times, those years.